# Math study help - how to start from high school with nothing else

In the past I have only been driven to learn mathematics to stand on the top of my class but after I started programming in python I realized the importance of mathematics and it's beauty. After passing high school I had a determination to learn mathematics all the time realizing all I could do with mathmatics that I learnt over the past 17 years was addition, subtraction, division and multiplication.
Yes, I learnt calculus, I learnt theorems of limit, I learnt linear programming and statistics when I was in high school but the real mathematical ideas were not presented in the high school study. It was more of a horse race, if you back down on the 'parrot- study', you lose your future. So, I did it along with all others. I don't understand the most base concept of mathematics and I want to learn.
As I've mentioned above, I have only 4 skills in mathematics addition, subtraction, multiplication and divisions.

How can I self-study my way for maths but a complete understanding of the subject.
I did find a book that I thought I would try, was an open content by Thomas w. Judson, but after learning a few pages I found out it required knowledge of matrices. After acquiring a book on matrices(linear algebra), and reading a few pages it said it required calculus. And I thought a similar problem would round up.

So how should I start the very first brick in mathmatics after all these years?

Sorry, if this question sounds pathetic, while I know similar questions have been asked It isn't specific towards this one. If you think of closing it as an off topic question please provide a link that I could ask elsewhere because I've already inquired in the places I could besides in websites and am unaware of other sites that involve such question and answering interaction.

• There's something I'm unsure of here... Are you in university or self studying? That makes a huge difference. You might want to emphasize this Oct 10, 2016 at 13:13
• @Brevan Ellefsen, I've just passed high school. I'm going to join college but I'm waiting for the results. So I want to utilize the time and grasp every ounce of time I have left. Oct 10, 2016 at 15:05
• alrighty. In that case I would review the calculus and Algebra you know and make sure you have them down pat. After that I would begin working on whatever undergrad work interests you. If you really liked calculus you could begin working on calc 2/3 directly. I might recommend studying a linear algebra course, as the foundations are so vital to so many fields of math (calculus 3 for me was a lot tougher until I studied some linear algebra to understand what was happening). Linear algebra generally doesn't require much calc if any (perhaps for application, but a knowledge of calc... Oct 10, 2016 at 15:21
• ... 1 should definitely suffice). On the whole, the question of what you should study is more up to you.... What are you interested in? What do you enjoy doing? What have you studied prior? Just make sure you know everything you've learned well enough to teach it to someone else, and them study to your hearts desire. As far as texts to read through, that sorta depends on the topic you want to study. Oct 10, 2016 at 15:23
• @BrevanEllefsen, Do you think starting from fundamental properties would be good like [knowing how a.(b+c) would be actually an application of distributive law]. I know how such operations work but I didn't know it were an application of distributive law. Do you think such understandings are crucial towards mathematical knowledge. I mean like knowing about the jargon along with knowing how to apply theories. Oct 11, 2016 at 12:29