I am reading Rudin and I am very confused what a derivative is now. I used to think a derivative was just the process of taking the limit like this $$\lim_{h\rightarrow 0} \frac{f(x+h)-f(x)}{(x+h)-x}$$
But between Apostol and Rudin, I am confused in what sense total derivatives are derivatives.
Partial derivatives much more resemble the usual derivatives taught in high school
$$f(x,y) = xy$$
$$\frac{\partial f}{\partial x} = y$$
But the Jacobian doesn't resemble this at all. And according to my books it is a linear map.
If derivatives are linear maps, can someone help me see more clearly how my intuitions about simpler derivatives relate to the more complicated forms? I just don't understand where the limits have gone, why its more complex, and why the simpler forms aren't described as linear maps.