So I hear you want to learn mathematics. Well this is a journey that you must be patient with because it will take time and lots of practice to get comfortable with a lot of the topics. In regards to self study, I would suggest looking over video's and some books that are not too heavy on mathematical language to begin with: Some dvd video's would be this below:
Also, there are some free videos online:
So far as books, I do not really know what type of math you are wanting to start off learning, so these websites should be a great start, as they cover a wide range of different topics.
Okay, I hope this helps you out.
Good Luck with your studies.