Imagine I have a gambler's ruin scenario where I start with $m$ dollars and I cannot have more than $N$ dollars. For each of however many rounds, I flip a coin, and with probability $p$ I win a dollar, and with probability $(1-p)$ I lose a dollar. If I win a dollar when I already have $m=N$ dollars, I simply do not lose a dollar.
What is my ruin time (i.e. the time to reach $m=0$)? Can we calculate a variance for the ruin time?
I'm sure this must be a classic result, but I cannot find the example in books such as (Parzen 1962), or Feller...